Martyr - Jeremy Larson



All today
It seemed that things were quieter
In the tell tale silence.
Look through the pane of a window
Everything's the same
But it feels so different inside.
And I know that you could almost change my mind.
If I could only live the heart you left behind.
Its just too heavy, its just too heavy.
Its a clever dream that the Savior freely gives us life so that we're made holy.
But you'll never be a martyr you are not the one who is dying slowly inside.
And I know that you could almost change my mind.
If I could only live the heart you left behind.
And I feel it every time I close my eyes.
But I may love you everyday until I die.
These eyes are heavy.
These eyes are heavy.
These eyes are heavy.
These eyes are heavy.

Song and Lyrics - by Jeremy Larson 

A beautiful song....one I repeat over and over again until I melt into the nothingness of my life. 
No one knows the ending - nor the beginning. 
No one knows the tears inside and the emptiness of this life. 
I am happy knowing that Your love is unconditional. 
Help me to live for You only. 









 

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