Martyr - Jeremy Larson

All today
It seemed that things were quieter
In the tell tale silence.

Look through the pane of a window
Everything's the same
But it feels so different inside.

And I know that you could almost change my mind.
If I could only live the heart you left behind.
Its just too heavy, its just too heavy.

Its a clever dream that the Savior freely gives us life so that we're made holy.
But you'll never be a martyr you are not the one who is dying slowly inside.

And I know that you could almost change my mind.
If I could only live the heart you left behind.
And I feel it every time I close my eyes.
But I may love you everyday until I die.

These eyes are heavy.
These eyes are heavy.
These eyes are heavy.
These eyes are heavy.

Song and Lyrics - by Jeremy Larson 

A beautiful song....one I repeat over and over again until I melt into the nothingness of my life. 

No one knows the ending - nor the beginning. 

No one knows the tears inside and the emptiness of this life. 

I am happy knowing that Your love is unconditional. 

Help me to live for You only.